You just about killed me And I just about died Stricken, forsaken, abandoned I left what I was Walking, talking, sleeping I'm just about dead The chairs are all empty I've stopped looking for the way Something is missing I can't find my heart I left it in a memory that I knew What's that beating What's moving around It's not important that I know The formation, the structure, the counting is done The automatic motions proceed The strong will continue to evolve Along the way I won't trade life I'll break it and throw it away And then you'll tell me it's time to go And like the last time I'll leave what I was Just about killed and dead