Broken my will to care the defeat of my malice Tainted these hands are red with blood from my own body Chasing the madness to trace seasons of insane thoughts Clouded in a haze of fucked up, fear and loathing It's on,,, the reckoning is clear Bare witness to this awakening There is no time to repent There is no more saving grace. Within this self created asylum The monster sleeps till I awake him Bitter the taste of what I have become A shattered moment off relapsing insanity I bore the methods used in this awakening I'm broken but pious to what you still believe I'm still raping distrust to fuel my reasoning Controlled by my fear, it's almost over Wasted, fading, Stating how the fuck can I be loosing. Awaken, Awaken, Repent There is no time. Life waits, for no man in this hellhole Clutching necks of the bottle Baiting life for the taking Too diminished in hatred Seeking some kind of mercy Too blind to see the outcome Life waits here For no man For no man