For a moment seen the sun And then came the long black night I tried hard to fight it It was my fight only And when I lost I laughed Why? My heavens are not yours My love you would never understand Each feeling I take differently It was my life! And as I lost it (I) Let myself go Masked I step up to you I've never shown you my real face A new, a different life I'm looking for Only for me It's for the best - I'd like to try it Wether it's better for me. I do not know You will not get me You will not catch up with me It's my life I'ts only for me … only for me …