I live tonight, a mattress on the floor Frustrated by my senses, I've reached a point which I can't ignore Despite my fears she moves within my arms I've never felt her near me, I whisper words to keep me calm We are silent, we play our parts We need the violence, but hold eachother gently as we dance Panic found me after all Blood runs even faster, Iâm holding on to what Iâve been told "Just take my fears and colour them as you please" I whisper to her softly, I think she laughs when as she looks at me We are silent we play our parts We need the violence, but hold eachother gently as we dance I sleep tonight, a mattress on the floor Iâm waking up beside her, the pain is here as it was before