Mercyful Strike I can't believe it happened again the world turns his back on me people are making me sick and i'm getting tired of people's behavior depression is coming i just want to go home another time deception knock me down lie on the ground with blood in my mouth i feel weak to stand up and try again i won't trust people anymore they just deceive me stealing my hope in this painful endless night everything is dark i can't see around blade and wrist will be as one and all the pain will be gone depression hit my face tears brings no solution i will set feelings aside i don't want anyone beside just leave me alone i'm better alone