Xordeal

Left Me To Die

Xordeal


How could things run out of control so quick and unforeseen? 
We lost ourselves in a personal war, an unnecessary ridiculousity 

All my attempts to reach you were bound to fail 
I raised no accusations because I always thought: 

"What you didn't know when you said goodbye 
Was that you left me to die" 

You never saw my pain, the tears that I cried 
You never heard me scream in the black of the night 
You never understood my thoughts 
You never made me feel human 

I saw myself decay 
Helplessly drowning deeper 
I feasted myself at my agony 
Growing my hate stronger because 

Perhaps you knew when you said goodbye 
That you left me to die 

Now that I gained some insight 
To the corrupted soul of yours 
The only feeling I feel 
Is eternal hate for you 

Your heartlessness is disgusting 
Can you still look in the mirror? - I doubt 
But you keep telling me 'bout moral 
You, a monster without a conscience 

Now I'm sure when you said goodbye 
You knew you left me to die