Highs and the lows This shit gets me confused Too much attitude I'm too metal for ya Highs and the lows This shit gets me confused Too much gratitude But still beaten and bruised Don't wanna be a low life for my whole life Too much overthinking is gonna get me killed Too many sober nights This shit ain't easy Try to stay calm We live in a stress these days Just to get lil pay Even tho I've been through a lot My tears won't show I'm getting closer to an edge I get so mad 'cause I feel so different Maybe different is not too bad Maybe that is not too bad I'm digging a grave To bury my thoughts Too much self abuse Gets me so out of tune Maybe someone will say I'm worthy to save When crows sing the blues They win and I lose Don't wanna be a low life for my whole life Too much overthinking is gonna get me killed Too many sober nights This shit ain't easy Try to stay calm We live in a stress these days Just to get lil pay Even tho I've been through a lot My tears won't show I'm getting closer to an edge I get so mad 'cause I feel so different Maybe different is not so bad Maybe that is not too bad Life's like this It is what it is Maybe different is not so bad