A bottle of beer and a roach in your mouth Breathing in deep Love your lungs getting numb Put a pill on your tongue Sniff some coke Unconscious and wasted Choking on the smoke Hating yourself, you're living life on the fast lane No sane mind, instead you're trying to kill pain Assumed habits of a violent culture keep you down Cause sorrows that will make you drown I have the guts to say no I am not a part of it anymore, count me out Poluting your mind to escape reality A deal with the devil - shaking the reapers hand Selling your soul to outstrip the realness Escaping liability - blinkers can't face the facts Escapism A wrecking ball that rebounds Shape of indifference Diggin' your own fucking grave We all suffer reality No matter How hard you try to numb your brain