A lonely figure staring in the cold Hands tied, eyes watery and dripping How deep is this, how shallow can we be? The birthmark on your face tells me we are three Forcing myself to listen carefully Your story has no bottom, it has no end Curiously you were asking me to tell I realized your sickness was feeling too well By your truce, by your truce I know you could go home all alone Ironically you wrote part of this song I still remember, I still care about But integrity dictates my inequity By your truce, by your truce By your truce, by your truce A thick black smoke stored in my cells, coming out of me Unprocessed, undigested, it dwells deep inside of me Layers and layers of filth and stress, fear is my enemy Can I close my eyes and wish you go, your presence is like [?] A few days ago I was ready to go But you caused this insanity I have been through this before, all is said and done It awakens my humanity Repeat and repeat, I’m so weary and frail How can this really be? Now the smoke is clear, my ocean is calm Here it comes all over again How, how is this true? Why is this, why is this true? Why does, what is happening inside? So clean up my closet, my sack is my home I’ve been robbed and stealed by you You've been feeding the fruits from my holy tree Saturated the amber in me I deal with fantasy, I deal with reality Borderline psychotic, my nucleus is getting to me Ten thousand demons, one thousand devils Calling my name, schizophrenia