Are you the sun, or are you the moon? Shall I speak or is it too soon? When you take all the blankets when we sleep Am I the watchman at our keep, Or does anything matter to you? When you're down in sleep's dark bliss Do I play you with a kiss Or does it all fall on deaf skin When I'm awake and you're all in At the table of the styx? Do I place a coin in your mouth As you murmur, drifting south Like ophelia at the end Or elaine all wrapped in linen Or do I lie and try to rest With an arm under your neck What good is stillness when you're gone? At least I can hum a song Why would I ever lie Would it be just to find myself beside you A dream half-dead? How could I ever live With the blood of a half-formed bird upon me, Draped on my head? How could I? The light, it asks to peer through So we've survived another day How could I nigh deceive you? When I'm just a broken knave? How could I?