Kids would laugh at my mom's accent And the food that she made Say that stranger Is my brother 'Cause we all look the same Thought I'd be cool if I could laugh too Even at my own expense I'd be just like all of those guys All-American Spent my life wishing My eyes were shaped A little differently And always answered back In English when my family spoke To me Now I'm ashamed I can only write my name I can only write my name I can only write my name I'm ashamed And I'm the only one to blame That I can only write my name I can only write my name I lost it all when I was young So no one would ask me where I'm from And now, I don't speak the language Wouldn't even know how to say That I'm ashamed Wanna sit down with my grandpa I know nothing about smile and nod Instead of talking Only way we know how So forgive me, all the years I was embarrassed Must of hurt to see I couldn't care less I rejected my own culture Like all Americans Maybe I just never had a hero I could look up to It's hard to see yourself In Superman when he looks nothing like you Now I'm ashamed I can only write my name I can only write my name I can only write my name I'm ashamed I'm the only one to blame I can only write my name I can only write my name Lost it all When I was young So no one asked me Where I'm from And now, I don't speak The language Wouldn't even know How to say That I'm ashamed I can only write my name I can only write my name I can only say That I understand And really I can't Stop running from who I am And write my own name