I say I'm fine but on the inside A part of me really wants to die I look around and seems there's no place to hide I say I'm fine and it's not a lie I'm fine alone I'm fine when I'm blind I was blind to you, I was blind to life Deep inside where nothing's fine I've lost my mind, am I ready to die? I've never seen the light I've never seen the light in the sky Am I ready to die? I don't care that's temporary Tomorrow's day is so scary Don't wanna open my Don't wanna open my eyes I've been wasting my time to find a real love But the love found me and left me a real scars I remember the night I was down on my knees You ain't supposed to know Where I'm going to go Can make this call on my own? There's no reason to stay home This world's not the home This world's not the home Deep inside where nothing's fine I've lost my mind, am I ready to die? I've never seen the light I've never seen the light in the sky Am I ready to die? Here's a rope and I have to go Like a bird you know I have to go My life underneath the microscope Which I won't survive till the end of the show Walk a mile in my shoes I have nothing to lose I'm in the sky under the earth What an amazing view, wow I've never seen the light I've never seen the light in the sky Am I ready to die?