I keep I keep friends away from me don't say don't say you're in love with me 'cause it hurts as a child I learned to hide. Hold me for a while then I'm gonna have to leave life is always black and white when you see through eyes of steel. Anger anger is a part of me I've been loyal to stupidity I need something solid so desperately. Hold me for a while then I'm gonna have to leave I have filled my head with hate right from the start it was too late hold me for a while then I'm gonna have to leave disaster flirts with me I feel alive when knuckles bleed.