The atrophied mentality that this communal holds The endless endeavor to achieve perfection a futile notion Forsake truths regarded mortal law Human weakness, evoking self satisfaction Carnal delights, light of reason finally dawns Synapses flare, screaming louder - more and more Putting forth a verdict judge, jury, executioner Retaliation, step back as it unfolds Seeing far too late my actions counteracted This realization cuts deeper than a knife Failing at failure The constant downward spiral, the edge i need Is far beyond my grasp, the end just seems moments away I, my resolution Eliminate the conspicuous Forsake all involvement of my vision Human weakness engulfing, leads to downfall Carnal delights, i taste the pride still on my tongue Synapses flare, no longer doubting all is lost Fearing existentialism is to blame The choices made, the actions undertaken: all for naught Understanding now where my life is tethered Doomed eternally to the servicing of failure