I've been waiting for someone for so long I've been lacking compassion for so long In spite of the evidence I am not okay I am building a monster to carry me away I've been away from the sunshine for so long I've been nursing my patient for so long This time I'm coming out the other side Don't you dare to notice me 'cause, I am not alive This is only another condition your mind has found Still you're steering directly at the flames You must face these conclusions or else they will bring you down You won't even remember why she came Patience, please I believe it's over now Emily, how do we recover from this fall I've been waiting for someone for so long I've been lacking compassion for so long In spite of the evidence, I am not okay I am building a monster