My mind is at war with my thoughts I feel vindictive to the fact that you've left me to work on my own two feet And now I feel this way just know there's no turning back What's done is done and I have No remorse for your loathsome acts They claw and claw through my mentality Leaving me with the worst, how do I know what to believe in When all I see is the lie you left me And now these demons that I trapped underneath my skin are haunting me This very scene I bought upon myself I said I was so fucking cold and I meant it There's no connection between our minds Because you went and tore it apart You broke me. Provoked me To justify a reason why I'm still here My life, I'll take one step at a time, not knowing what's wrong or right, I'm waiting for a sign The closer that you look, the less in time you'll see Abandoned all that was left To break the mold inside my head Your deceit, it will breed and ingest in me What doesn't kill me makes me wish it did What doesn't kill me makes me fucking wish it did I'll wipe the doubt away and erase my mind So fucking regretful of a life I've left behind Set me straight