Disgraced myself too long Prolonging my despair For all the things I`ve done I stumble in the dirt I`ve heard the devils call I`ve seen the edge of hell Tried to leave it all Behind my holding cell Delight me for long Been dead for too long Delete my My past Forever in debt I owe you everything but don`t know how to say it Ashamed of what i`d done I stayed for far too long Afraid to face the one Of having to confess I heard my inside call The devil`s got your balls I tried to shut it out My soul began to shout