What I see is far too much for me So I find other ways Through the years you learn to hold your tears You learn to play the game No rain will wash the pain No pain gets up too late, don't you dare Lovely stories to tell I am sorry, I just can't today I reach for something with no name I name someone with no face I torture sense Intensely then I call a ghost To have a laugh I am not alright Standing by my side Is a shadow with a bow and arrow In the search of love What I see is far too hard for me So I draw other skies Sometimes all it takes is making a few mistakes The world is mine I've been wasting time I am waking up to songs I love, I love Then I can chose to stay and lose The world is mine I chose to sigh I am not alright What I see is far too dark for me So I just learn to shine