My head is a prison that nobody visits I'm stuck in this hell and I can't find an exit I wish things were different, I wish I could help it Stress keeps building I can't fucking fix this I'm a VCTM of my own mind Anxious all the damn time Not to far from the edge I'm hanging by a fine line Stranger in my own skin Unhinged emotions What's it like to feel real? I've lost it again I'm obsessed with doing the wrong thing I'll never learn from my mistakes, it's a routine I'll always be second best It's something that I've learned to live with I am a train wreck (I guess I am who I am) I don't expect you to understand I can't move on, I can't progress Stuck at a stand still I'm here stagnant Relapsing on the aftermath of the old me My old ways composed of demon/limbs and a rope swing Can't snap out of it This is the reality Of a lost mind with a destructive personality Useless and irrelevant Worthless and incompetent Intolerable and belligerent I can't even make sense of it I'm sick of everything Useless and irrelevant Worthless and incompetent Intolerable and belligerent I can't even make sense of it I'm sick of everything Useless and irrelevant Worthless and incompetent Intolerable and belligerent I can't even make sense of it I'm sick of everything