Lost Again

Again, trying to get up
It always pulling me down
As try to walk foward
Its always pushing me back

When It seems I'll get It right
Suddenly I cant breath
Anxiety takes over my mind
Is there a chance for me?
Can't stand still

For once I wish I could control it alone
Independently
Out of my hands, out of my sight
Hidden and disguised

When It seems I'll get It right
Suddenly I cant breath
Anxiety takes over my mind
Is there a chance for me?
Can't stand still