So it’s me against myself And I guess you really wouldn’t ever understand What it’s like to be me In this fucked up world With a fucked-up past Don’t want to feel anything again (Promise me this, you’ll still carry my name) What I’d do to never lose you Oh it’s such a scary thought From such a scary place Oh what I wouldn’t do (Oh what I wouldn't do) Anything could be true Just tell me (Just tell me) It all meant something more Just tell me (Just tell me) It's more that I can hope for It meant more that I can hope for So it’s me against myself And I guess you really wouldn’t ever understand What it’s like to be me In this fucked up world With a fucked-up past Don’t want to feel anything again Your pain is mine Where the fuck do you think it came from Where does the sadness come from? When does the sadness go away? Where does it go? What I’d do to never lose you Oh it’s such a scary thought From such a scary place Oh what I wouldn’t do (Oh what I wouldn't do) Anything could be true Where does the sadness come from? When does the sadness go away?