So I'm reaching the end so lonely and forgotten I feel I?ve been waiting for things never came And seeing it all so abandoned and rotten I am the only one really to blame I sit and I mourn, I pity my existence Just close my eyes, ?No this can?t be real? Still I hear my voice that fades in the distance Just like my life fades silently There are times that I wish I could go back and change things It's too late so they say But I feel I know the way Flew with the wind, every words I said What have I done? What have I earned? What have I learnt? I take all the blame I know I am no saint What have I done? What have we done? Should I take the blame? Was I the only one? Was I the only one? Dust from dust and then to dust again The vicious circle it goes on I know there is no ending, but was ever a beginning at all? Dust from dust and then to dust again It may stay down but 's never gone It's the fall before the rise, the rise before the fall... Guilt is in my heart I bear the deadliest sin Wish I was not a part I wish I?d never been How much longer may I last? Guilt was in my heart I sinned and felt the same So sadly I was a part I was the one to blame All my dream have turned to dust And dust again?.