Vader

Heading For Internal Darkness

Vader


[Internal darkness ia a state of complete detachment from the world and other] 
[people. It is to be achieved with utmost difficulty and at the cost of one's] 
[self and personality. The term "darkness" refers to the state of primeval] 
[non-existence rather than to any opposition to the ideologies of light.] 

Down with the gods, angels and demons, 
Away with the folly of holy madness 
Off with the prophets of new rebirth 
Out with the promise of life after death 

Where devil become another lie 
Where deities crumble into dust 
Where systems are but a grain of dust 
Where I am the one that can't decide 

In with the void from out of the space 
Ahead with the light that leads nowhere 
On with the collapse of world and word 
Up with the plunge into myself 

There I can die my seven deaths 
There I should flourish in my decline 
There I must lose the stairs of fate 
There I will remember how to forget 

Deeper and deeper, never come back 
Harder and harded until it burns 
Calmer and calmer, this is the quest 
Softer and softer, velvet embrace 

Self-forced transmigration 
Witful deconstruction 
Blackened emigration 
I am heading for internal darkness 

No touch, no sight, no smell, no taste 
Without the body, without the soul 
Rid of all memory, rid of all hope 
That's all I want, why cannot I?