One Word

I feel my skin tears from my body 
With all my senses I want to be with you 
I found the reason of my change 
It seems the answer is in me 

One gesture or one word 
And everything changes 
Clouds covering my mind 
Whims twisting my face 

As far I am I am screaming louder 
Pain still tears me more and more 
Only one thought give me temporary calmness 
I will come back here 

It is so strange that I have forgotten 
Loneliness was killing me 
I found the reason of my change 
It seems the answer is in me