Sometimes I feel that I'm losing control I'm drowning in dreams that I just can't let go Taking this wrong road I learned to survive Alone in this darkness deceived by my life I never believed that I could be afraid I seek and destroy all the feelings I have I'm living my way and I cannot go back To that prison... Where I lost my pride And renaunced my faith Where I could not hide From everything that I hate and contempt I see... And I believe that I can change the world but I can't run away from the ghosts of my past, from the sins of my mind I just can't run away!! I'm feeling so lost and so misunderstood I'm trapped in my past in the depths of my soul I know I must face all the things I can't see The demons in my head and the devil in me It's hard to believe when the world is a lie It's hard to sustain so much hate in my heart But I'm living my way and I cannot go back To my prison... Where I lost my pride And renaunced my faith Where I could not hide From everything that I hate and contempt I see... And I believe that I can change the world but I can't run away from the ghosts of my past, from the sins of my mind I just can't run away!! I can't run away... From the sins of my mind I can't run away...