It’s been about a year since I’ve felt any kind of normal No But yet another day goes by I'm stuck inside my busy mind it’s awful I know How come I can’t tell you I'm breaking down If I keep on treading water I’ll drown Help me I'm way too scared to exist So write this down Please don’t resuscitate Lead me to where the light ends Free my mind You’re better off this way Where the world spins without me I'm your thorn Falling apart at the seams There’s nothing left for me to take If I stay quiet now no one will know when I disappear Honestly I can’t believe that I let myself even get here I'm stuck here Help me I'm feeling like I don’t exist So write this down Please don’t resuscitate Lead me to where the light ends Free my mind You’re better off this way Where the world spins without me I'm your thorn I wish that you could see what I do I wish I was a window you saw through Your idea of the truth it blocks the view I'm the window you can’t see through Please don’t resuscitate Lead me to where the light ends Free my mind You’re better off this way Where the world spins without me I'm your thorn I wish that you could see what I do I wish I was a window you saw through