I waked up from pure white dream and realized. If I drifted as giving myself among waves without anything annoying[*1], I could be what I dream. If I could be a calm sea without being hurt nor hurting[*2], soon I would tell you "I love you." As I could not make out even my feeling I should tell you, I have sobbed in my room. Good-bye, such myself. If I could be a warm sea that doesn't change like flying birds, anytime I could see you, you know. All the distant way, thanks for light. I have squatted down miserably[*3]. Good-bye, such past. *1]Literally:among waves Without anybody [*2]Literally:without being hurt nor trying to bluster my way through [*3]Literally there is no word such like "miserably."