If I said I moved on If I said I'm fine That’d be a lie Fuck You’re stuck on mind It doesn’t get better, you turned off the lights You left me a letter, but that won’t suffice Memories like leather, they last a whole life I’ll never get rid of them, trust me I’ve tried You left a hole Right inside my rib cage Chemicals Only way to escape Numb I'm so fucking numb I’ve hit a wall Nothing's been the same Time, heals all Then why do I still feel so numb Numb I'm so fucking numb There’s an arrow in my back I can’t pull off or break in half I blame myself for losing you And now I'm fucking stuck with that Your tattoo’d under my skin Wish I could cover up with black Waiting for the pain to lift Waited but pain never passed Weigh me down Your memories tied I guess we were never meant to fly