kotogotoku oiyararete wa
itsuka uragaeru to omotteita
suki mo nakute yoyuu mo nakute
kuyashikute mitomerarezu ni
gomen ne
yoru ni natte omoidashite
itazura ni gomakasenakute
karamatte tokenai ya
dou sureba yokatta no ka na
komattara sugu ni kemuri ni makarete
minukarenai you ni hai no naka ni kakushite
tsumaranaide yuraidari shinaide
hanasetara anna kao de
nakasezu ni irareta ka na
atashi wa hontou itsumo sou da
uso datte hontou datte
docchi datte yokatta no ni
sonna koto de umetsukusarete
ari mo shinai koto ni obiyakasarete
dounika narisou datta
warui no wa itsumo atashi no hou datta
