Got it on my mind Heavy on my heart Fuckin' with my soul Tryna not to get bought I swear I got a lot on my mind It's gettin' kinda heavy on my heart I swear this shit is fuckin' with my soul Nigga tryna not to get bought I just had a dream gettin' rich So my momma won't pour no more, no more, no more It's a couple niggas I was with from the fuckin' front porch Switched up, we don't roll no more All I wanna be is alive I know a lot of niggas had to die Couple niggas doin' time Tryna take it all in stride Tryna not to lose control Tryna keep a nigga mind right, right, right She like: Wassup for the night I'm like: I'm drinkin' and smokin' like usual And she like: We fuckin' tonight? I'm like: Just hit me up, come through like usual Girl tell me what it feels like Yeah, tell me am I livin' real life Make me feel good, make me feel real right Gettin' high like this is my life Yeah, tell me what it feels like Ayy, tell me am I livin' real life Feeling so good, give a nigga chills, right Gettin' high like this is my life Just close your eyes, you'll make it better You'll never get your shit together You probably be like this forever Know you need these pain killers These pain killers, know you need these pain killers Killers Swear I got a lot on my mind Shit is layin' heavy on my heart But niggas steady fuckin' with the hoes A nigga just bought another watch, yeah Her pussy's so overrated, yeah But it feels good when I'm faded Goin' through motions and changes Sippin' this potion, it's dangerous All she wanna feel is alive But the way she livin' is a lie She just tryna take it all in stride Tryin' not to lose control Tryin' not to lose her mind, right, right She like: Wassup for the night I'm like: I'm drinkin' and smokin' like usual And she like: We fuckin' tonight? I'm like: Just hit me up, come through like usual Girl tell me what it feels like Yeah, tell me am I livin' real life Make me feel good, make me feel real right Gettin' high like this is my life Yeah, tell me what it feels like Ayy, tell me am I livin' real life Feels so good, give a nigga chills, right Gettin' high like this is my life Just close your eyes, you'll make it better You'll never get your shit together You probably be like this forever Know you need these pain killers These pain killers, know these pain killers Killers Girl tell me what it feels like Yeah, tell me am I livin' real life Make me feel good, make me feel real right Gettin' high like this is my life Yeah, tell me what it feels like Ayy, tell me am I livin' real life Feels so good, give a nigga chills, right Gettin' high like this is my life Just close your eyes, you'll make it better You'll never get your shit together You probably be like this forever Know you need these pain killers These pain killers, know these pain killers Killers, know you need these pain killers