Soldier Of Fortune

When I'm down I can't speak 
I can't say what I think 
I don't know how I feel 
don't you beat me I can't deal 
Can you I don't know what I want 
what I need what I bought 
you can't say what you feel 
I don't get you 
or what you think 
Can you hear me crying? 
I am dying 
Can't you hear me crying? 
I am fighting 
Born to lose