I am a martyr I am a martyr in my mind Killing myself it seems is so much harder inside You told me cast on the other side I am a sinful man, but I run the race and lose the legs to stand at your feet You told me you're the rock I will never, never leave your side But at the table, you told me You'll deny me at the rooster's crow The rooster crows I deny your face You ask me: Will I watch your sheep? You know I will, invert this cross I bear I am unworthy to die like Christ Invert cross Invert cross I am unworthy to die like Christ