There's a place where I used to be Nothing but the man I once was Could watch the sea and swim with my heart Free of bounds that could make it die But you see, You know I care about those feelings in me You know they dwell - so sore, looking the warm of your heart There's no such pain that can make me forget them The will of you has overpowered the will of being alive I keep on fighting against my fragile heart Because there's no good thing for it but the silence Where I cannot speak - even to myself Where I am lonely with crushed walls What If I were to let it cry What If I were to let it die For what else I am right now to myself? Than the foolish seeker of a burning illusion?