So alone deep inside in my desperate heart Where's my faith where's my love it seems torn apart Catch for sleep catch for dreams which will show the way To my love to my faith to the better days A useless prayer a breeze of fear It is rising hate adversity I'm dreaming i'm lying I'm hunting i'm hiding So restless deep inside Caught in the shadows of life I'm running i'm falling I'm bleeding i'm calling So full of shit inside Caught in the shadows of life Like a flame so weak against the storm Locked away in darkness without any hope The realm of shadows kisses me goodnight Sweet dreams the hell is open wide I'm so scared to lose my self-control I'm so scared to lose myself and fall