You swing by late with money for groceries Forgot writing the check another week I guess I thought that you'd remember It's always four days till September I pretend to sleep, but I didn't even brush my teeth And by the time I opened my eyes, your truck was gone So I cried myself to sleep, just nine years young How could you not love what is yours? How could you leave two perfect boys? How could you not be enough, but still make me want your love? How could you call yourself a man? How could you not know who I am? How could you not be enough, but still makе me want your love? You both stand at the door, look a your boy Hе's grown into his ears, better to hear You kneel down next to the sofa You brush my hair and look me over And then you kiss my head, smell cigarettes fresh on your breath And by the time I got the nerve to tell you off Well the tar and nicotine finally did their job Still chasing that light that you left behind Still fighting that fire, waiting for a sign Still chasing that light that you left behind Still wondering why you left me behind