For hours now , i've been staring at the same page I think it's blank , but i'm just not sure And there's a subtle thinking trying to hallucinate In used up space .... waiting to form Can i be allowed to wish the world away Would you let me down I'm so tired of feeling abused today So please calm me down For some time now it's been hard to concentrate Don't know why I feel i'm stranded from escape Can i be allowed to wish the world away So you let me down I'm so tired , i want to sink your life away So you let me down And would you believe that as the seconds run My contact point would leave Just as they told me so And couldn't you feel that as all hopes fade I'd leave the world this bleak Just as they told me so