out in the country air, we'll make the company stare... smiling and laughing like we're going somewhere. she say, 'theres only one thing that i want in this life- its for you and me to go for a ride on your bike' eleven o'clock and ive had two beers figured id have myself a peaceful new years' but then my heart starts to ring like a paranoid bell- and i wonder who youre gonna be kissing at twelve i dont have so many friends and theres no excuse for the shape im in whats the difference between yes and no? what it is is what it is: not to have a place to go