To sit and stare blankly I condemn my life to a window must it be like this save yourself because it's to late for me and my cause caught up in the shuffle of a prime time milligram red and blue doses divided in my hands there's a song that's running through my head gives me hope for the reasons I'm not dead in the face of a certain losing hand call the bluff and win a hopeless bet surf the options of the two forced to choose your evil must it be like the discontent and always barratrous towards actions misguided I focus the most positive intent of option gone awry chose the options of the two that are hidden from my eyes out of spite for all my fears came a person turned me inside out gathered voices made a message seem to clear kill the education that mother culture is all about.