I am a patriot of endurance You're the architect with plans of failure These blueprints you wrote feel so incomplete I am a martyr with nothing to die for You're the scholar teaching pending blasphemy Could there be anything left to preach Rewind me back, push play Erase me from this tape You rise above me I fight to tear you back to the ground I tune you out, you're fading Check my pulse This is all too real Has my reality been stolen by a dream Check my vitals, the hands on these clocks refuse to move Oh God, can you wake me up This is taking over me Can someone save me from myself Please someone save me from myself I am the author of this horror story You're the monster from which everyone's hiding Stealing children away from their family I am the judge who's misplaced his gavel You are the jury pointing fingers at innocence Will you rule me as the guilty Me as the giulty one I'm not the guilty one