So I burnt down my first lemonade stand Years later hung myself with a necktie I stole my inspiration from a lonely ghost road Someday this curse will catch up with me And someday I will fit my memoirs in the palm of your hand Meredith, Meredith Someday I will fit my memoirs in the palm of your hand And they will accompany you as you give up hope And Meredith All my life you'll be humming lullabies into my ear In such a disjointed and quivering melody And on my deathbed you'll be screaming repentance to the rhythm of my slowing heartbeat God, I have never known a thought so lovely God, I have never known a thought so fucking beautiful