Waiting, it's a lonely woman's curse I'm writing cliché poems for a lonely tune But I'm not ready to show how I really feel I spend my days with crows and my nights are blue Every part of my body wants to be in tune Maybe it all can be forgotten Maybe it took the best of me That's all I've ever known It's all I've ever known I kind of took a storm and made a hurricane Pretty little heart bang I got rid of it A silly metaphor tried to ruin my dream One more needle in my voodoo doll it seems Maybe it's all in the abundance Maybe it's stuck inside of me That's how my guilt is born That's how my guilt was born I don't want to be always the fugitive I don't want to go sorry for everything As hard as it can be I must face my worst enemy I don't want you to pity me While I kiss the crows goodnight I'm going coast to coast to find a lonely beach Every wave is like a slap on my tender skin The sun is terrible it does not fit me I'm a lady porcelain molded perfectly And when it all comes down in pieces I am the only mending me I've had to bend the rules Nobody cares but me I don't want to be always the fugitive I don't want to go sorry for everything As hard as it can be I must face my worst enemy I don't want you to pity me While I kiss the crows goodnight I should have never turned the pages But logic is no friend of mine, don't think before I act Failure is a fact But only one thing leaves me breathless A vampire gazing at the sun Ashes turned to dust How I'd wish to join you there When darkness greets the sun At the blink of dawn I don't want to be I don't want to go I don't want to be always the fugitive I don't want to go sorry for everything I don't want to be always the fugitive I don't want to go sorry for everything