I'm not the animal I used to be but you Shouldn't speak ill of the dead I've never been just one of the boys, I've never hidden guns under the bed I feel like jesus, I feel betrayed, and you know Damn well that I feel crucified Assassination, shot full of vitrial, there's so Many more heroic ways to die I close my eyes and I start to drift away I close my eyes and I start to sway Lie back and think of england I'll just fake it some more A carrion feast for the ravens and the crows I know my price and I'll be your whore and i Don't care if the whole damn world knows I feel so jaded, so tired and so worn I feel like I've got nothing left to say I'll be a martyr, a brave little soldier cos There's so many demons left to purge and slay I close my eyes and I start to drift away I close my eyes and I start to sway Trapped in the eye of a hurricane Taking a ride on a runaway train Behind the wheel of a crashing car Caught in the trail of a falling star Can't turn my back without a blade digging deep It's more than enough to make a grown man cry The God in me is the, the devil in you, there's Many more beautiful ways to die I close my eyes and I start to drift away I close my eyes and I start to sway