Today I’m feeling sick Today I’m inside out I’m not what I used to be Today I’m feeling pain I’m in a war Within myself I cannot run Help Before I used to dream Before I felt part of here I used to dream higher Before was easy to live I’m in a war Within myself I cannot run Help In my hands I’m seeing all these perfect lives And I can’t stop thinking that this is a lie Without realizing it I’m part of it. Why? Why? Why? I Can’t stop thinking that all this is a lie, is a lie all these perfect lives I’m in a war Within myself I cannot run Help