The tree in the front of the yard Is starting to grow Now that we've trimmed away the leaves Now look at it go And that's just how i feel Now that we've started to reveal All the things i thought i lost And the hard time i concealed And that's just how i know How i felt the solid glow How i felt the bitter cold And no, i'm not going home Sometimes you just wouldn't dare Sometimes you can't go home Sometimes you're already there When i look at you, i'm there The blood pooled at my legs is starting to flow Now that you came along And made what was so broken whole But i still feel sick at this place that i have built Maybe it's not real, man, this is how i feel And if it just gets worst, yeah, if i never heal Well, those are just the breaks man Cause i'm not going home And i don't fucking care Sometimes you can't go home Sometimes you're already there And i look at you, i'm there Yeah, i'm there When i look at you, i'm there Yeah, i'm there Oh my god Oh my god I'm not going home No, i am already there I'm not going home I'm already there No, i'm not going home No, i am already there