I’m tearing pages out of every book I’ve read Returning letters with no forwarding address Ignoring everything my mother ever said Leaving my possessions for the binmen to collect I need some time to retrace my own mind Instead of following yours I‘m stranded in a desert of my own making but I can longer pretend, I’m in trouble with myself again You caught me deep in thought about nothing at all Just watching paper flowers slowly climb the wall And if you find me standing on the window sill Don’t be alarmed it's only time I want to kill I need some time to retrace my own mind Instead of following yours I‘m stranded in a desert of my own making but I can longer pretend, I’m in trouble with myself again And in the end I’m back where I began Trying to salvage what’s mine I may not know Exactly where I’m supposed to go But I can no longer pretend, I’m in trouble with myself again