This won't take too long I admit that I was wrong To think I could ever make These thoughts go away It's a part of who I am That much, I understand And I'll never be ashamed As I do embrace Light It disappears Then fades to black Night Relive my fears No turning back There's comfort in this cold A message to my old Ways in which I once loved And to who I once was Destined to overthink Till under the worlds I sink And I'll do whatever it takes As I still embrace Light It disappears Then fades to black Night Relive my fears No turning back Turning back from this I was too weak to see all this at first Nobody said how low I could get until it started to hurt Everyone I know So do what you can or do nothing at all I'm still waiting for time to pass Till I can see in ways that you always said were so perfectly mine to have When starving for closure is all that you know You long to be closer with nothing to show for it And when no one sees you in the end you must carry the weight of your world on your own ('Cause you wear me out and wear me well) (It just might be myself) (Come think of it) Life It reappears No turning back Turning back