Every time I cry about your transience I replace you with the thought of The growing moon as I climb towards it Tell myself it's not too late And rest assured that I won't ever have to care About anyone because it's too late And with you it, it gets harder to realize It gets harder Do you ever think about? You promised I wanna die when you're not here Cause I'm convinced everyone else Thinks that I'm a dick My ideals fog up My windshield and I crash into the houses They depict in their, in their songs I want to be a part of you again Face the crowds and turn back again Rediscover why we're turning back away From a town you say has lost all of it's meaning In a way I can't see the town I only see frustration And see a landscape, a blank, raw canvas And we're all our own co-pilots In our cockpits made of tin And when we think about each other We despise the states we're in Can't tell you that it's better Because I'm truly not that sure But I do think that it's better Because this way we are sure That we're not happy yet