My crimson covered hands - clutch heart strings newly broken Moths breed in my entrails - hate washes through my fucking veins Friendship turns to disease - afflicting the weak of mind and heart You are the growing cancer - eating at my fondest memories 7 abandoned years - thwart all affection A million whispered lies - push fingernails into my palms The knife slipped in - pushed by the most familiar hands I fell upon - the comfort of your words A flash of light - taught me a lesson in betrayal I fell upon - the solace in your smile 7 wasted years - boiling in vomit I will erase you - i will erase you from this heart From my memory - i cut away You're just a name to me - a friend is now a ghost I will never give again You have forsaken any faith i had in you All the love i had for you I am reborn - baptized in flame Clean of your deceitful looming Friends are beneath me - i can't face this pain again I'll die alone - but at least i'll know who loves me I am a shadow of myself - pent up in walls of human shit Annihilating - anything that bears your name I am a hollowed wooden shell - made strong by that which i abhor Committing only - to creating your demise And so i pray for sleep - and to see anything but red All purpose has been drained from me A friendship ends in pain - morose claims my every word All trust has been carved out of me Wasted years - boiling in vomit I will erase you - i will erase you from this heart From my memory - i cut away You're just a name to me - a friend is now a ghost