My life might be different but at least I can say I trust my own rules and I trust my own way Don't judge me by the way I feel My thoughts are genuine my life is real I don't know why I don't make a big deal Sometimes I wish I could run away When I wake up every morning Every single day The sun is still shining but my sky's still gray And I don't know what to think Everything that's been said and taught to me Fades away like a somber symphony And I don't know how to feel I listen to what I've been told before, but it doesn't seem to work anymore And I don't know what to do Sleepless nights and hopeless dreams Out of reach is how things seem And I don't know what to think Another time, another place Having thoughts I can't erase And I don't know how to feel Just hold on, I'll meet you there It'll work this time I swear And I don't know what to do