I guess I'll never understand The fears I hold in my own hands ‘Cause all of this was so unplanned I'm falling (Now I'm at last and I just can't give up) (Now I'm at last and I just can't give up) I've focused too much on the past And now I'm stuck in my own ways Without a hand for me to take It’s not as simple as I thought To bare the burdens of the lost If I seek help I'm seen as weak So I'll just grovel at death's feet It's not as simple as I thought Through it all I see a light That this is all because of you Now I'm alone at last and I just can't give up (Now I'm at last and I just can't give up) Now I'm at last and I just can't give up (Now I'm at last and I just can't give up) (Now I'm at last and I just can't give up) And every second I'm awake I still feel that this is more than I can take And I wonder if you could cut me down Before I break into a thousand pieces It’s just too much When I am feeling this way When I just want you to know how I am I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay But I'll be just fine I'm not okay Now I'm alone at last and I just can't give up (Now I'm at last and I just can't give up) Now I'm at last and I just can't give up (Now I'm at last and I just can't give up) (Now I'm at last and I just can't give up)